November 29, 2008
How I wish to feel how it would like to be. To make myself feel a bit appreciated with every efforts I made. Is the way I act makes me weak. We have lots of differences and that makes us unique. People who know me may taught that I am somehow a bit strange, some may taught that they had know me. However they have no idea of what really makes me of. I am not that expressive with how I act outside. I trust a little but respect everyones act. I live with this word that it doesn’t matter what they may do with you as long as you give the respect they deserve it would just go fine. Emotionally I am selfish because it makes me numb with what I wanted it to be. I doubt a lot, they told me that I trust myself too much but they are wrong because I had never felt anything like that within myself. I wonder the she that I dream for would make me a better person or would just kill the whole me alive. I am isolated, time runs fast and everything changes but still it takes me too slow to grow. I had many questions in my mind. Actually I really wanted was this one simple wish, to be with her for the rest of my life. To do everything just for her. To make her smile and be her life. One wish that I wanted to be. Wish I had strength to prove what I can offer.