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Just wanted it to be happy

November 21, 2008
I wonder what it feels like to be one. Is there something wrong with me. Efforts weren’t that enough to be felt. Am I too numb to realize that all I am doing is nothing at all. Or is it the reality that what we thought good is not good. Or is it the cowardness of mine that makes me feel down. Maybe it’s not just enough. I believe that everything happens and you may never knew when. I knew how to live alone and that is one of the reason I am very thankful. During my solitary moments I always thought there are no good reasons to stay sad, I had just given my best self and what I am just wishing for is the return that I might receive with all risk and time spent. Just wanted how to feel what is happiness in a way someones care. 
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Day before her exam

November 16, 2008
Its not just an ordinary friday because its the day before her board exam. As planned I had set my holiday break that friday to show my support with her. It is exactly 9am when I got in the terminal. The day wasn’t fine and it rains a bit. Just as I got my ticket I immediately go inside the bus and have a sit and wait for the bus trip. Seated beside the window and viewing outside makes my trip enjoying thinking of her inside the bus really makes me more excited coz I wanted to see her surprized. It really rains hard along the expressway and it makes me worry that it would get disaster when I arrived their raining. Luckily the rain stops as I had arrived. Excited I thought of buying fruits for her but it seems that it gives me a hard time of looking fruits in their markets. I just got my pasalubong for her when I had seen some sidewalk fruit vendors and got her some apples. It just afternoon when I decided to visit her and give her my pasalubong. She looks not different at all, and she seems to hide her worry about the exam, she looks not having hard time and seems to be pretty just like before lol. Like what I expected to feel, happy to see her smile. Spending time with her makes me smile for reasons that I am with her. I had also given her the death note I had bought just for her (no relevance at all).As time pass by and it gets darker outside though I don’t wanted to say good bye but got no choice but to told her that I had to go home. Eventhough it makes me sad I really felt her sweetness as she accompany me as I leave. Just like then my katorpehan prevails and got my tounge stucked. 
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Its hard to be

May 11, 2008

We do have something different from the other,we are unique. We have something special within us. People like us because of the difference they feel with them. People go for things that make them happy. And this is what people are living for.

We are here for purpose. I really don’t know how to follow. I don’t know why am i here. What i know is just that im living for myself. Sometimes i feel that the world is too cruel with me. But that doesn’t stops me from going on. I wanted to prove that they are wrong with what they know. People don’t believe but thats just fine its their choice.

Life is too short for me to stay in one place and feel blue. There are people who i can share with, it doesn’t matter with me if they are true or not. This what i believe as long as you don’t do something bad you’re ok.

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