Its hard to be

We do have something different from the other,we are unique. We have something special within us. People like us because of the difference they feel with them. People go for things that make them happy. And this is what people are living for.

We are here for purpose. I really don’t know how to follow. I don’t know why am i here. What i know is just that im living for myself. Sometimes i feel that the world is too cruel with me. But that doesn’t stops me from going on. I wanted to prove that they are wrong with what they know. People don’t believe but thats just fine its their choice.

Life is too short for me to stay in one place and feel blue. There are people who i can share with, it doesn’t matter with me if they are true or not. This what i believe as long as you don’t do something bad you’re ok.

Time

Time gets faster huh.,have little thoughts to think to post. Hmm… Its been a while when i just play outside with my friends, never think whats install with me. What i wanted to be. Im an accounting graduate but i with myself i know that my forte is with the latest tech in the world. Im an amateur gizmo techie.
I love discovering whats new in this cyber world. I love surfing the net and discovering whats how. How computer really works, how to deal with computer language. One of my favorites is hacking harhar. Im not that pro but i have ideas on how to. It takes common sense to get inside to protective paths.,and thats what all it needs to take.

Its like the passion of people do when they are in love. Doing everything to get in and be a part of it. Its like knowing what someone hides or what someone you opt not to know.

The secret to enjoy everything is patience and you’ll see. Sometimes we get tired, sometimes we waste time, what matter is we try, we will never know if we are doing the right or doing the wrong thing if we haven’t tried.

odaijini

Wish List (More)

Wish list:

1. Celphone <my6630>
2. Memory cards/Flash Drives.
3. Card Reader
4. Digital camera
5. Back pack
6. Laptop or PC
7. RC remote control car
8. Ipod
9. Car
10. My dream girl

hehe ganda ng wish list. Everything in the list have its purpose. Hayy. pro kht ung no.10 lng ok na, i wud be the happiest one pg nkasama q n xa. : )

Katrina

Imagining her face make me smile. Shes different, natutuwa ako pag nakikita siya, don’t get me wrong, natutuwa lang talaga. Masarap siyang kasama, magaan sa pakiramdam pag andyan siya sa tabi coh. Minsan naiinis talaga ako sa kanya lalo na pag iniisip ko sya. Ewan ko bakit pero nalulungkot ako pag naiisip ko na time would separate us. Im so lucky to meet someone like her,palagi ko sinasabi sa kanya na gusto kong pasiyahin yung bestfriend niya kasi love na love ko yun. Nung nabasa ko nga yung journal na sad talaga ako i dont know why pero naapektuhan talaga ako. Wala talaga akong balak gawin yung nagawa ko for her pero naisip ko its just right to tell it to her closest ally mildred. Mildred told me to keep what i know kasi for sure papatayin ako ni Lovely pero nalaman din nya pinalagpas lang ang ilang days. Prepared na nga ako sa mga possibilities pero nung sinabi sa akin ni red na alam na,naparanoid talaga ako napansin nga ni lovely yun nung tinetext
coh sya. Nagkita din kami that night and gaya ko di nya kayang magalit and masaya ako, mejo guilty ako pero i always stick with what i do pag ginawa ko ang isang bagay i make sure na i will stand for it. Nagawa ko lang talaga un kasi i care for her. Love you lovely.

-bunso wag kang kokontra haha

all i wanted is your happiness.u will always be special here in my heart.

Take care of yourself. Remember i will always be behind you. Promise.

odaijini

Reasons Behind

Im not good at expressing. And i find blogging a good ally to express all my thoughts maybe not all but perhaps what i am thinking as of now. Lets get0into business, i am inspired to write because i wanted to be heard. Wanted to share some of my inner thoughts. Someone even told me that i just choose what i wanted, maybe thats the reason she wont believe me. Just wanted to have her trust. Its tough living in this world where you can’t feel being love. Love do make people crazy but i do find it difficult to feel, does it mean i am not worthy or like everyone always telling "you deserve a better one" <i do find it funny>.

Actually i find writing as i have heard the 1 month journal and after the late night show last night about blogging. I find it interesting posting your thoughts on the net and as well as learning that i can use mail posting with my multiply account. I do find it really convenient. <w/ that i can daily update my blog,and that is cool for me>. Maybe i’ll post more later as of now i think this is enough for an introduction. <maybe i’ll use filipino too in writing, im not good writing in english>

odaijini <take care of yourself>